Lets go way back, when CaDF won there first APL. Anyone member that far back? Anyhow, I was in CaDF. I left because of some issues that I still have no idea what was going on. But here is a brief overview of what happened.

When I left CaDF it was alot of drama. I appologized to every CaDF for my actions personally. But one person just seems to hate me. Why? I still to this day do not know why.

I have tried talking to this person so many times within a three year time span. Not only have I tried talking with him, but many others have. He refuses to talk to anyone about me, or even talk to me. Sometimes he will pop up on my ICQ list and I will say "Hey man whats up!". He responded a few times, most with messages that went something like this, "Im still not talking to you". Okay thats fine, fuck ya =)

But really, this is an online 2D game. I personally dont even care anymore. I just cant help but laugh when I start thinking about my CaDF days and how this person acts.

So, this is to you Cutler. Grow up. Its been almost three years now, you and I use to get along great. I member having alot of fun with you in those extreemly long practices we use to have. You havent talked to me in three years, you havent even explained to me why. I know Mage has tried talking to you many times, along with Toshi. Mage told me that you just argue with him and you guys would rarely talk for a while after those arguements.

Dood, this is ONLINE. It aint real life. I have always thought of you as very very smart person, still do. But, you are also the most immature person I know.

Hell, you hold this grudge against me, and I dont know why. But yet, Fordus and I have put asside our differences. Hell we got over our issue when he quit CaDF.

So what is your problem Cutler?

Why am I posting this? I dont know, to see if you will actually comment on something. Maybe you dont want to talk to me "Directly", and maybe you'll comment on here. I highly doubt it, you have no sac.

If you didn't take this game seriously, then why would keeping the online friendship be so important to you if he obviously doesn't want to? You should just ignore it. It's not worth the trouble.

This isnt a thread begging for his friendship, nor asking for it. I just wanna know why he holds this grudge against me, and what for. Cause I havent known for three years. Some of you can say "Take this to private discussion". I've tried, for three years =)

That's the thing... this game is so stupid... just a digital peice of shit, but it's part of human nature to form very real bonds with other people... you can't really help it. I think Domey was saying more to the effect of, "our friendship was great, but i don't understand why you just wanted to throw that away over a dumb game."

I also want the community to see the real Cutler.

He can feel free to post whatever he wants about me, I have nothing to hide.

Domey-_-DeF wrote:I have nothing to hide.

I guess that means you're finally coming out of the closet...

http://www.babiesonline.com/babies/d/doublej


Im not gay! Look at my lil girl!

Oh crap man... she looks just like you. What a cute baby, heh... 'grats.

Thank you.

she has grown dom and shes so cute. and i agree with tek she looks like u nice site, god bless

Very intelligent of you Domey. Try to defame cutler in the public eye as much as possible because he chooses to privately hold a grudge. Guess what? It's been done plenty already. Last APL was a non-stop Cutler bashing marathon with little output. This is precisely what annoys me about members of this community. What happens within a clan is private! What grudges people have within a clan is private! You don't see him coming out in public and bashing every member that pissed him off. But of course, as it has been done plenty of times in the past, the proper course is to take it public because he ignores you privately.

I don't know you, so I won't say anything too harsh. But exactly what did you expect to get out of this thread? A little bit of Cutler bashing is always good on the soul eh? You think trying to show the "real" Cutler will make him talk to you? I've heard this shit about this being just a 2D game for ages. Guess what? It is still applicable to real life emotions. Hypothetically speaking of course, if you fuck me once, I have the right to be mad at you and not trust you because you might just fuck me again. I don't know what happened between you or CaDF nor do I care to know, so I'm not going to put words in your mouth. Whatever happened is in the past. But don't use the excuse of taking this game too seriously, because grudges are a part of this game and it's part of what helps us be stable in my opinon. There are tons of clans that recruit arcers with bad character or bad histories over and over because they apparently don't hold grudges. Whereas Cutler might hold that grudge for good reason. Just so that you know, I'm not accusing you of being any of this, since I don't know you at all.

Whatever your intention was with this post, I wish you well with it. Hopefully it did you some good, because frankly I'm sure it will annoy most of us. Glad you enjoy taking private things and making them public, to get sentimental support I guess? Ya boohoo, I'm tearing right now. I'm sure the arc community gives a rats ass about one of the most private members of the community and his grudge against you.

Hypothetically speaking of course, if you fuck me once, I have the right to be mad at you and not trust you because you might just fuck me again.

exactly

If you do not care Warlock, feel free to click the Back button on your browser instead of writing this long post.

You're right though, you dont know me. Clan business? It is not clan business because I am not, nor have been in CaDF for three years. If it was clan business, so what. I was a founder of CaDF and if I feel like bringing something in the open I shall do so. If you do not like it, get fucked?

As for you saying what I did to Cutler, that he has a right to hold a grudge. I didnt do anything to Cutler. The dispute was between Fordus and I. Cutler wanted to claim the "leadership role" so I went to him about the issue. That is the correct thing to do is it not. When there are clan relation problems you goto the leader instead of starting more with that particuler person. I went to the "leader", and he didnt do a thing about it. So I left. He has not talked to me since then.

It has been a private issue for three years, as I stated more then once. I have tried talking to him privately, countless times.

What is my point of this post? Who says I have to have a point? If this post annoys you Warlock, then again, dont post or read it. Common fucking sense. Why did you feel the need to post, posting about how you dont care about the post? Do you feel the need for support? Do you feel the need to share your opinion about how you dont care about something?

I am doing the same thing, so practice what you preach.

shutdown wrote:

Hypothetically speaking of course, if you fuck me once, I have the right to be mad at you and not trust you because you might just fuck me again.

exactly

I didnt fuck him nor anyone. If I did please tell me how. By leaving a clan because the so called leader would not take responsibility and come to a reasoning? Instead he pretty much said "Deal with it or quit". So I quit. That is not fucking anyone over. If anything, I was fucked over.

haha